greygrey sky

greygreysky..
aiyowei.. I really wanna go singsong :'(

monday stresses.

it's a MONDAY!
haha. I don't think that exclamation quite suit my day.
it had been a rather stress day,
trying to finalise our reports on an empty stomach.
but it was all worthwhile, because of the sense of achievement we got..
aahhh.. *relieved*
One more report to be done for this week! :D

THANKYOU JEREMYLIMCHUANGHAI!
I know I always mention my boyfriend in my blog.
but today, I must really mention him again.
he stayed up with me to keep me company whilst I was stressing over my report,
TILL TWO THIRTY AM.
and he has got to work for TEN hours today.
Jer, thankyou for being so nice :))
AND! thanks for your testimonial;
it made me smile from the bottom of my heart :)
"if my heart has a face, it would really be smiling"
:D I was really touched!
thankyou! :DD

okay. Gona rush out some work.
:))
I so love the rain.
:))

happy easter! :))

HAPPY EASTER! :))

Went Church today.
Was almost late, and I brisk-walked darn fast all the way to the faraway hall!
Am expecting a leg cramp tonight. Hehs.
Service was GREAT! :))
Pastor Kong preached that Easter is about Forgiveness today.
:))

Had to rush off aft church again.
I really wanted to go for the Attributes and Times bookfairs lah!
but really no time!!
how sad!! :'(
Tuition was relaxing, ESPECIALLY relaxing can! :D
Slacked ALOT!!
hehs. Finally home sweet home.

NOw its back to my project.
And my daddy is back from Thailand.
Gona go show my face outside.

tiring saturday

it's a tiring saturday.
project meeting was extremely draining.
feeling brain-deaded now.
Just finished part of my BC assignment.
Am left with the report which I intend to do during tuition tml.
FIVE HOURS of tuition, enough nots?!
hahaha.
And then, still have the crucial parts that I am in charge of for my OB grp assignment.
MUST CONTRIBUTE!! :))
I must say, I've a great group whereby everyone wud viwawa with me and go extremely high.
hahaha. now all of them have been influenced and become viwawa-addicts.
*grins*

yay! tml's Easter.
I know it would be great.
but something is missing.
:(

I love my boyfriend!!

yay! my boyfriend has finally gotten his pass!
hopefully he would come find me as often as he can!
*prays hard*

me is happyhappy!!
Watched Stepup2 and Vantage Point w my beloved!
:DD
so happy! great movies!
whats more, I had GREAT COMPANY!
:))
I love my boyfriend so so so so MUCH!

all cheer-ed up

:D I love sundays.
I am all cheer-ed up again!
PUFFY EYES NO MORE!
yay! ^^

alot of deadlines to meet.
diediedie..
i really really hope they let me get exemption from econs!!
even though i didn't do very well.
but I passed with a struggle, u noe!!
*prays hard*

I wana watch HORTON-hears a who!! ^^
love that elephant :DD

eleven days already.

eleven days already . . .
sigh..

:( moodymoody

read through my accounting notes for once already.
but didn't really memorise anything; more or less understood the concepts.
boring day; have to start on my project soon.
was feeling kind of lousy yesterday;
cause I felt that I am of no contribution to my group,
welll.. except for being a clown.
yups, but I'm fine already,
I am pushing myself to do a better job this time round :)

Was wanting to see boyfriend today.
but he has no time for me.
:(
sigh..

beautiful sunday

it's a beautiful sunday!
I am so glad that I went to church today!
Service was great and today's sermon was powerful :))
I can't wait for Easter Service! :))

Anyways, I am happy today.
even though I went without sleep.
HEHS.
my boyfriend is starting work tml!
SO excited for him!! ^^
I can't wait for him to tell me all abt his first day of work!! :D
JEREMY LIM CHUAN GHAI! HAVE FUN ON YOUR FIRST DAY!!

okay now have to rush out my project.

(:

boyfriend is back.
he's too busy for me.
sigh.

my schedule for next week is scary!
Monday - OB class at 9.30, Project Meeting from 12.30-2, Sakae Buffet from 3-6pm.
Tuesday - Biz Com at 9.30-12.30, Project Meeting from 12.30-2pm, Biz Stats from 2pm-5pm, Project Meeting again. :'(
Wednesday - Off-day; hoping to see boyfriend on this day.
Thursday - off-day! ANd meetup with GENE n FLOR! yay!
Friday - Acct class at 2-5pm, Acct Test at 7pm - 8pm.
Saturday - Offday!
Sunday - Church! :))

now, back to do project work and have to finish up abit of my revision :/

tired.

today was a draggy day.
tried hard to concentrate in acc class.
understood-ed the concepts taught,
but funnily, no sense of achievement :/
Am feeling sosososo SO drained. :S

tired,weary,zombie-fied.
need therapy badly :/
enough said, I don't think you even realise how much I miss you. :(
sigh.

gloomygloomyday

it's a gloomygloomy day.
my student flunk her chinese exams, and didn't do quite well for the rest as well.
I'm kind of exasperated, 'cause it's not that I didn't teach,
but mainly, cause she didn't even read or take the exams seriously!
oh man.
but I am rather calm lahs.
Just helpless :S

today's sky is cloudy.
No blueblue nice sky.
Merely, grey clouds :(

And JEREMYLIMCHUANGHAI has abandoned me and gone for holiday at a beautiful island :(

I know I have to do it before things get out of hand.

suddenly emo-ing

suddenly, I feel emo.
okay. I know I ain't suppose to have all these sort of negative feelings in me de.
but I promise that all of them will be gone,
by the time i complete this entry.
wanted to type this entry in chinese de.
but my laptop lacked the software.
Sad-ed

been thinking quite abit for the past few weeks.
I'm aware of my unreasonable possessive-ness and jealousy.
but I am putting in extra effort to not them get to me.
it's not easy; but I am trying.
and I know, you're worth the effort (:

the other day, was chatting with one of my og guys,
jus random chatting.
He and his girlfren are like together for five years already, gg on to the SIXth.
and he was like asking me, "envious of me right?"
Somehow, I don't know what gave me the confidence to give such a reply,
"No. 'Cause I can see myself lasting that long and even longer. "
Weird as it seems, but I did.
:)

okay. have to do business computing hmwk now.
total sian-ness.
now that sounds like what I'll say (:

sleepy monday

it's a sleepy monday!
hehs. yay!
Saturday went church svc with boyfriend!
Service was GREAT! :))
then we had to make our way to Zouk.
yay! :)) urms.. but ended up, the performances, werent as good as expected.
but I had boyfriend's company!
took nicenice photos! :))
went to have nicenice wanton meee!
SO NICEE!
JER!
thanks for taking such good care of me ^^
I love you! :))

happy birthday peipei!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST PEIPEI, AKA MY GORGEOUS HELLMATE! ^^

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY SUXIAN!

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY SUXIAN! ^^

haha. now I can get started on my blog entry proper.

I'm feeling so sleepy now can!
:'(
and poor florence has to go for driving early in the morning and gym later.
I hope she's fine.
'cause I am definitely gg to sleep in accounting class later on.
yesterday night was so stressful for the both of us.
HA!
but I guess the good thing is, we did have fun in the midst of all the stress :)

okay. stil have lots to finish up.
:) I see a great day ahead !

:S

a pot of vinegar.
unbearable.
:/

a special valentine's day

yesterday was a special valentine day.
everything was ever so perfect,
except for the part when I jinxed it totally, by crying non-stop for four hours.
but ah, I learnt a precious lesson yesterday.
I really have a great boyfriend,
who reallyreally loves me.
And will do anything just to make me happy.
thankyou jeremylimchuanghai:)
you're perfect :)
I love you! ^^

happy valentine day to myself

happy valentine day! :D
haha. later meeting the boyfriend.
hmmm. oh wells. happy valentine day to all.
vdays are not just meant for couples.
it's only a day to spread the love around:DD

ps: thankyou leen!
ur card made me smile :D

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

Happy Chinese New Year!!

I AM BACK!
finally! okay. that greeting came abit late!
hehs. But better late than never! :))

It's been motion sickness after motion sickness!
esp on the way back!
and after all those gorging of oily and msg-filled stuffs.
I am dying with gastric flu!
urgh.

Chinese New Year @ Popo's was good and lively.
I'll make it a point to make an effort to go back for New Year!
'cause I know it makes alot of difference to Popo.
And yes! ONE DAY! I'LL DRIVE MYSELF BACK! :))
YES! I SEE THAT VISION! :D
*grins*

Second day of New Year was the BEST!!
'Cause Boyfriend and his family came to pick me up!
Took them to the Pasar.
then we went to the BEACH!!!!!!
my favourite place! :D
*loves*
didn't take much photos with boyfriend.
but we had lots of fun!
they came over for lunch at Popo's.
My Small Uncle kept making fun of me.
Saying that I am all nervous and tense because the 'in-laws" are coming.
wah lao.
aiyowei..
So paiseh can!
but yups, it was a great new year! :))

gotta go do work now.
Assignments undone.
Going to pia now.

GREATTTTTTT day! :))

yes! i had a gweat day!
Felt abit grouchy in the morning.
but I am so glad that I was all hyped up for school aft a while.
OB class was rather interesting as usual.
After school, went lunch with eileen lai and emily at the clementi hawker.
mmmmmm.. had a heavy lunch.
was contemplating to eat another dish.
but I resisted the temptation.
it's SO wrong.
I must not overeat from now onwards! :))

Went to find boyfwen.
but he was with his cousin.
so I had to cab to his mummy's shop.
Saw the aftermath of an accident.
Saw blood.
ewww..
me no like!!
then reached his mummy's shop.
had nothing to do, so I studied alittle :))
whee..
boyfren finally came back after two hours!
yay! so happy!
I accompanied him to take photo for his license.
then he treated me to nicenice japanese food!! :))
though I really enjoy eating with my boyfren,
but I feel guilty for making him spend so much!
boyfren! jap food not cheap oh!
such indulgence can only be once in awhile!!
THANK YOU JEREMY LIM CHUAN GHAI! :))

then we went back to his mummy's shop.
Slacked around, chitchatted.
then we went back home, cause Jer had to take a bath.
but we ended up watching russell peter standup comedy with Jonathan and Uncle Tan.
haha.
Went out for dinner with his family!
mmmmmmmmmm..
so much good food in a day!
Boyfriend! I think I still can feel the little fishie swimming in the midst of the curry! :D
*grins*

I am GUILTY!
of troubling boyfriend to send me all the way back.
SORRY JER!
I hope you'll be able to finish your homework alrights?
*prays hard*
jiayou!! ^^
I LOVE YOU!!
and the keyword is MOSTEST!
:))

i am scared.

i am scared.

wednesdays are boyfriend days too!!

WEDNESDAYS are Boyfriend Days too!!
*grins*
cause limjiaxin says so! ^^

Spent today with JER!
Slacked around and helped his mummy deliver hampers.
then we went to have dinner @ the shop.
was fooling around with my new handphone camera.
had niceee lambchop for dinner.
then me and jerjer were going to go off for Sweeney Todd the movie de.
but his daddy needed my help to translate and hanyupinyin-ized the worship songs.
and so, we couldn't make it.
boyfriend was abit sad, I think.
I was okay about it.
'cause I love helping people :))

then jerjer sent me back!
BUT!! something happened.
and in the end I had to go off on my own.
haha. it's our FIRST time being in such a situation.
so funny! ^^
oh wells. :)
I had a GREAT day!

would you choose something that you THINK you can handle well but have little passion?
Or something that you have negligible passion for, but you're sure that you would make something useful out of it?

PROJECT GROUP OUTING

AM TIRED!
had business computing class in the morning.
Was rather bored by the lecture on hardwares.
HEHS.
but I like the hands-on session doing excel practices.
Was having lots of fun!!
I think the whole lab people could hear me going "aaaaaaahhhhhh" & "ooooooooohhhhhhh".
I am always very noisy in computing class.
Can't blame me.. I am a curious kid :))

Project Group Meeting!
Had a short discussion in school.
'cause I wanted to separate play from work.
Discussion went well..
and we went to take buses!
to dhoby ghaut.
oh mannnnn.. BUSES neh.
I was almost dead.
Went Plaza Singapura for lunch.
then we headed to Minds Cafe.
Had a great bonding!!
then three people left to meet their frens.
Left with me, Eileen and Ronald.
And so, we went to yamcha @ yoshinoya.
just crapped about everything under the sun, moon and stars LORHS.
and yay!
I drank my favourite strawberry milkshake from MOS Burger!!
*happy*

it's a great day!
yay!
and now, my brain is shutting dwn.. :'(

NOSCH-MONDAY!

it's a NO - SCHOOL monday!
woohoo~
and I am NOT going anywhere!
Just going to stay home.
But maybe, will go for tuition tonight!
hmm.. maybe will going running in the evening!
woots~
Will do a slow 4 km today.
No pressures, No stress.

Been having weird dreams.
as in, really sad dreams.
oh mans..
I don't know why also.
but if there's an explanation to them,
I guess it would be the subconscious insecurity in me bahs.
oh mans. I am SO ignoring the dreams.
it's easy for me, 'cause I can't remember it very well the moment my eyes open.
LOLS. amazing isn't it?
as for the subconscious insecurity part,
I'll definitely do something about it.
:))

sleepysaturday

sleepy saturday.
ZZzzZz

me and boyfriend ish 25 mths and a day old already!
whee. Spent the day with him, running errands for his mummy.
then we went chinatown and little india with his family.
it was fun fun fun! :))
reached home ard 1am today.
that would explain why I am feeling sleepy.
hehs.

Oh wells. Gona spent today revising lers.
tata~

beautiful thursday!!

it's been a busy and hectic week!!
all morning classes.
true enough, I worked and concentrated best in the mornings,
for I've extrememly high level of energy in the mornings when everyone else is still in the sleeping mood.
Now, Kind of gotten used to my schedule lers.

had my first lunch with my groupmates today.
urms, abit sad lorhs.
though I'm really glad that we would be able to work well together.
but, it's abit sad to know that I'm kind of the odd one out.
hmm.. though limjiaxin wouldn't really mind being the special one.
but come to think of it, these groupmates don't share the same interest as me.
haish. it's gg to be difficult to bring this level of relationship to a higher level like strong friendship.
oh mans, but I would try anyways.
*smiles*

recently, been keeping myself in a cheery mood.
been making it a point for morning prayers.
and to smile to myself and think positive :))
then everytime, I am on my way to places alone..
I would hum and sing out..
but not very loudly, though I really want to..
LOLs.
and you know sth?!
I miss those times when I go high with flor at kbox.
and just now on my way home, i thought of my 'twin'..
got the urge to go singsing with my dogdog.
oh wells. AM really looking forward to CNY dinner! :))
NINE MORE DAYS!

happy monday!

I am a happy girl today!
it's a HAPPY MONDAY!
wheeeee~
me had early OB class.
Ate a piece of wonderous chocolate before I left home.
and I felt SO happy!
OB class was interesting and relaxing enough.
Breezed through it :))
And I have got my Project Work Team up and going,
even before the lecturer said to form a group.
And I am kind of confident that I can work well with these people :)
*happy!*

then it's meeting my beloved Jer @ CWP.
went to get my NEW HP!
haha. it's sandy beige K770i!
I kind of love it for its colour, being close to white! :))
*happy*

then me and the best-est boyfriend had lunch with mummy and sis.
BEEF NOODLES!! *yumyum*
then we rushed to watch "American Gangsters"
great show!
okay, it's only nice if you don't dislike a long real life story of a gangster.
:)) wheee.. I enjoyed the movie!
then jerjer drove me home before he abandoned me for soccer with the guys again.
haha.. :)) JER!! I miss you alrdy, u noe!! :'(

thursday ((:

it's off-day!
but I still have five hours of tuition to get through later on.
oh man. but it's gg to be lovely day ahead!

yesterday, watched Rendition with Boyfriend.
it's a good movie bah.
Jer likes it alot.
but me, I dislike watching the scenes where people are tortured.
aiyowei.
but I reallyreally want to watch ATONEMENT!
people!! it's a must-watch! :)

school's been ok!
this morning, was talking to boyfriend.
then I suddenly realised what's wrong with me.
As in, why the hell am I being so anti-social?
haha. oh wells. 'Cause I feel absolute happy in my own comfort zone!
With my boyfriend, my best friends, my close friends and all.
besides, it's only my OG that I am not really close to.
I am stil making new friends with other people in my business management course.
so, maybe, I ain't that anti-social at all.
it's a self-proclaimed 'title'.
wahahaha.

meetingup with the girls

today was good.
though I had to endure the P6Kid's nonsense.
Thank God I didn't lose my temper.
the kid is lucky that I still have a teenyweeny bit of patience in me.
though I had to rush over upon finishing tuition,
it was totally worth it,
'cause I got to meet up with now-red-haired pretty baba,
my gorgeous hellmate peipei,
and my closest confidante flor :))
yay! :))

everything on my mind is kind of in a whirl right now.
nopes, I am not unhappy or anything.
Just in a "thinking" mood right now.
my thoughts need to be sorted out.
seriously, would you ever sacrifice your freedom?
And how much would it be worth? :S

YAY! long day of the week ish OVER! :D

YAY!!
the longest day of the week is OVER!
WOOHOO! :DD
like finally!
first day of business computing.
urms. interesting lecturer.. I felt as if he was gg to juggle balls somewhere thru his lecture.
LOL. he is THAT entertaining.

I am kind of exhausted for the day.
felt as though I had just finished fighting a war.
I need rest.
I am brain-dead.

PRFs!
Good news!
it's CONFIRMED!
the steamboat will be at my place on the 2nd Feb, Saturday.
I'll message you all again to further confirm other details.
YAY!

monday blues

I think I am having the Monday blues.
abitbit, I think.
though I was happy about going to school.
I just didn't seem to have the outburst of energy that would last me through today.
weird. perhaps, it's cause I was feeling unwell.

Had a great dinner with Flor and Gene.
it's been quite long since the three of us met up together.
:))

` I'm not sure if I like the change,
but I'm trying hard to get used to it.

how exciting!

today, something boyfriend said when he called after work,
made me smile.
I just felt excited about it.
he said that he would be in Terengganu during Chinese New Year too!
but he'll be with his family,
I'll be with mine though.
but I just feel excited that we will be in the same region! :D
abit weird I know.
but, haha.

FRIDAY IS BOYFRIEND DAY!

FRIDAY IS BOYFRIEND DAY! :D

And yes, I went out to find my Jer yesterday.
Slacked around and ate Macdonalds!
nicenice twister fries! *much loves*
HEE!
then his God-sister came back and she bought things for us.
haha! I got a nice brown silky shawl!
got nicenice scent somemore! :DD
*happy!*

then we got changed and all to go out.
There was a terrible JAM!
and we were late in meeting his fren who is the bday boy-gg-to-be.
haha. got lost driving to Vivo.
heh hehs.
then hao bu rong yi reached the place.
but most of the good restaurants were taken up.
oh mans.
then we had to settle for a chinese restaurant, Bosses.
I quite like the interior design of the place.
then I left on my own whilst they continued to hav fun at the pub.

been having sudden urge to go for a Kbox session.

thursday

it's thursday already!
For the past three days,
been going for lectures and giving tuition.
So far so good.
I actually feel good about studying now.
YAY!
Am determined to become a hardworking person:)

today no class; but I have to give tuition five hours in a row.
I just came up with a new system,
to make sure my students will put in their full effort to do work and whatever I say.
what i can say is, kids are so fool-able!
:p Bleahs!

this month I have a bigbig goal.
NOT TO SPLURGE!
haha. I'm saving up to change specs.
and to buy a new bag to bring to school :))
yay.

First day of School

Officially My First Day of School.

Me went to school with a POSITIVE attitude.
That I will study really hard.
And pay Full attention in Lectures,
do all my tutorials diligently.

Anyways, I'm not going to talk about you-know-who.
'Cause I am determined not to let you-know-who distract me from my goals.
'Cause I am determined to not let myself be distracted by the spirit of competition.
'Cause I am determined to just FOCUS and ONLY FOCUS on my GOAL.
And not other teeny weeny little things.
YES! I am going to FOCUS!

limjiaxin will stay POSITIVE!
And happy about school!
:))
I am determined to be a happy girl in school.
I see no point in letting SUMTHING get me down.
I am limjiaxin leh.
haha.
:))

ThankYou to Yvonne,Eileen,Liyi,Flor,Junwei,
and Jer for listening to my whines today.
I really needed to get it out of me.
But yups, I remembered my new year resolutions.
It's the last you all are going to hear from me.
'Cause limjiaxin is determined not to be affected by anything at all.
I am not going to let ANYTHING affect my mood in school! :))
I am going to try my best! :))

I thank God for blessing me with such great friends!
I thank God that I was able to pay FULL attention and understand the lecture fully!
I thank God for today being a smooth-sailing day.
:))
And I gave myself something to live by, at least for this semester.
"You can't change anything that you are afraid of."
a reminder to myself, to stay strong no matter what :)

FOCUS!!

I had a GREAT service today!
I am a happy girl.
today's sermon was simply GREAT!
I learnt alot today!
And I'm feeling really good about it :))
Thank God for today's great service and sermon! :)
FOCUS, limjiaxin! :))

SIM Seminar

And so, I woke up early for a foundation of writing seminar in school.
Initially, I just lay in bed, not wanting to move at all.
then I prepared myself for school.
Ate a not-so-full brekkie and left home.
spent a couple of quiet moments with myself.
even though it was a short short while.
but it did me good.
:))

the seminar was great, you know!
I felt really proud of myself.
you know.. those sense of achievement sort of feeling.
I paid full attention,
(but every now and then replying to the scribbles my two frens were writing on my paper)
(see! that's why I rather be a loner!)
But I managed to absorb everything that the lecturer said today!
I was just sitting there.
and I thought I felt like a new sponge!
Thank God that after one whole year of holiday,
I am totally refreshed! And hyped up for school! :))
YAY!

and today, somewhere during the lecture,
something struck me AGAIN!
YAY!
now I know what I should do and must do!
I thank God for this wonderful day :))

orientation day.

Went to home darn early for ORIENTATION!
*slaps forehead*
the whole orientation was urms.. so-so.
I had already resolved not to whine, grumble or complain.
And so, I am sticking to my resolutions made.
So proud of myself.
*bigbigsmile*

I want to watch JUMPER!
I want to watch the new horrors coming up!
YESYESYES!
I am tired now.
I need to sleep.
BYEBYE!

3rd Jan '08

It's the third day of a whole new year.
And guess, what am I doing?
I am rotting at home! ;p
hehs.
ah wells. Just planned out my schedule for this month.
Gona try it out first,
before I confirmed it as FIXED.
:D

Made a decision not to go for talentquest liao.
Not chickening out definitely.
Just don't think I shld go when I am so unprepared.
Yups.
oh wells.
there'll always be a next time :)

Tml's orientation! YAY!
I am trying to be positive about it.
And argh! I have to wake up early,
extra early to go handle admin things.
'cause dumbdumb limjiaxin handed up a wrong student contract.
:'(
sobs. how dumbdumb can I get!
haha..

happy 2008! :))

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
HELLOS 2008! :))

I actually missed yesterday to sum up my Year 2007!
urgh.
ahwells. No point looking back right now.
I believe it's going to be a great year ahead!
For me, For my family, For my Boyfriend..
And for all my friends! :D

There are so many things to look forward to!
(naming the most significant ones)
1. 25 Jan - Prebooked date with JEREMYLIMCHUANGHAI!
2. Valentine's Day - I already know what to buy le :D
3. CHINESE NEW YEAR - me going back to popo's
4. SEMESTER BREAK in mid-May
5. JER's 21st BIRTHDAY!! :))
6. CHRISTMAS DAY :)))

haha.. such an exciting year ahead.
I resolved to lament less, whine less, and grumble less.
:DD
and of course, to add on to that list,
planning frens' birthdays!! :D

special mention to florencesiewyumin:
heh.. don't praise me like that!
I will shy one!
wahahaha.. anyways, its a NEW new year!
make the best out of a new beginning! :))
JIAYOU!! :DD

a special special mention to JeremyLimChuanGhai:
YES, my dear!
Let's work hard ok!
in our studies!
and in our relationship! :))
:DD
I love you! :)))

wedding dinner

yesterday went for a wedding dinner in Malaysia.
A distant, non-blood relations wedding dinner.
My uncle's wife's brother got married yesterday!
he, the groom was one of the plus points of last night can!
He looks so cute!!
haha.. The food was so-so lorhs.
I didn't enjoy myself as much as I think I should.
partially cause boyfriend who was invited, couldnt make it.
(alas, can't blame him. it was so LAST-min)

YES! hopefully there's no expiry!
thankyou boyfriend!!

a special posted dedicated to LIMCHUANGHAI

A special post dedicated to LimChuanGhai :))

Dearest Boyfriend JeremyLimChuanGhai...
thank you for making this Christmas a special one.
It was a really special one :))
Thank you for everything you've done for me.
Thank you for being the greatest blessing in my life :))
I love you.

happy 2nd anniversary!

Happy 2nd Anniversary!! ^^ (25Dec'07)

BIG surprise when boyfriend presented the bouquet of roses! :))

feeling top of the world :))

JEREMYLIMCHUANGHAI!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! ^^

boyfriend's card + present to me :))

tada! what's inside the box. :))

Going back :))

me and boyfriend

we are really enjoying ourselves ^^

me loves the blue-ness of the sky

WaterFall

Still Day Two (Waterfall+BohTeaPlantation)

me and boyfriend! :)) (too sunny ah;eyes cannot open bigbig)

Xin and Jer ^^

fluffyfluffy purple wildflowers :)) *so pretty!*

pretty daisies! :))

say "BOH"

FLOWERS!! ^^

Beautiful Roses! ^^
I was a happy girl that day!

I found this plant very interesting :))

my favourite White roses! ( I love the message they convey)

pinkish-white rose :))

more roses :))

and even More roses :))

Day 2

Day 2

sleepyheads :)) (just woke up)

Group Pict: Me, Jer and PrayerHouse people :))

me woves the bigBIG roses! (they are real, mind you!)

me and boyfriend with the BIG WHITE rose :))

THIS is my favourite pic!^^
Xin and Jer :))

Pics: Setting off!

yay! in the van setting off :))

mistymisty road(taken when Jerjer was driving)

we are happy! ^^

aahh! (just one of our spastic expressions; Jer was forced to do so)

one-eyed :))

christmaschristmas :))

It's already the 26th liao.
Hadn't have time to blog.
oh wells.
Christmas was definitely a blast for me.
Got to spend it with my boyfriend and his family.
Whee..

23th December 2007 (actually it's already 24th when I reached)
Sleepover with PRF!
hmmmm.. it's great meeting up.
Thank you girls for the pressie.
Thank you to Eileen n Liyi fer the cute snowman.
thank you to Peiling and Baba for the top.
thank you to flor and GENE for the nice eyeshadow.
I had lots of fun!
thank you girls.

Holidaying with Boyfriend was great!!
Too much details if I were to type them all out.
I'll update the photos soon,
and let them speak for themselves.
haha..

oh! anyways!
I realised, I do not need my boyfriend to be romantic.
I love him the way he is.
His sweet little gestures out of the blue always made me smile.
He gave me a bouquet of roses!
champagne white and pink.
It was really a big surprise.
and he went to do a book of the photos I took at the modelling agency. <br> oh man.
THANK YOU JEREMY LIM CHUAN GHAI!! :)
thanks for everything.
I love you!!

going vacationing with BOYFREN!

YAY!
I am going away.
Jer just reached my place de carpark.
I feel like I have packed,
as though I am moving house..
urms..

totally exhausted

I am SO totally exhausted.
I didn't exactly have a good day.
so I am rather grumpy right now.
I am quite grumpy cause I am very tired.
I can hardly feel myself from the waist down.
I feel half-paralysed.
that's how worn-out I am now.
Though I didn't have a good day,
I still wanna thank God that I have gotten everything I need already.
So from now till wednesday,
I'll just have to do away without sleep to complete everything.

flor! thanks for accompanying me today.
I know it's tiring to walk ard with me.
and it definitely takes a great deal of patience to wait for me to do my purchase.
thanks for being such a great friend :))

a longlong day ahead

It will be a long long day ahead.
jia you limjiaxin! :)
I can achieve what I intend to achieve by the end of the day!!:))

ikea shopping trip with Jer's Mummie and Sulin

Yesterday went Ikea w Boyfren's Mummy and Sulin.
Boyfren didn't go, cause he was busy w work.
Sad-ed.
ah wells.. as usual, I got all of lost.
HEH. never ever ask me for directions.
especially in a car on roads.
it's definitely a bad choice.
sobss. Felt so bad after that.

but it was fun fun FUN at Ikea Tampines.
SAW so many pretty white concepts.
soooo nice.
I woves white! ^^
Jer's mummy bought lots of things.
and I got one item which was crucial for the girls' gathering.
wahahaha!

And I just woke up.
with a brilliant idea for a DIY item for Boyfren.
at least, it's brilliant to me lah.
it's one of my best original idea I came up with.
at the very least, it isnt all that overly challenging.
HEE. just time consuming that's all.
I would be very occupied for the next six days before I go fer my holiday.

angry at myself :S

yesterday has been a great day.
went to accompany boyfren and his family do their xmas shopping.
boyfren bought many new clothes.
but i think he still didnt have enough of shopping.
dinner at stonegrill was yummielicious.
was sososo full..

wasn't in a fabulous mood yesterday lorhs.
I was angry at myself at first.
then I came home to think about why I was feeling so.
I spend hours thinking lorh,
while I was reading my favourite novel,
while msging Jer's Godsister.
hmmmmmmmm.. it was only until I fully concentrate on thinking.
then I broke down.
I finally knew and understand why I was in a bad mood.
I don't usually like to let things affect me that much.
but ysd, I just cldn't shake the bad feeling.
I finally understand myself.

I was feeling so bad,
cause I subconsciously rmbed the hard work I went through,
in order to 'achieve' something.
but yet, that something was given away, just like that.
hais.. it wasn't mere hard work that i had to go through lorh.
it was torturous, most embarrassing, painful and I lost my favourite one n only necklace on that day.
but I guess, the person didn't understand.

whoa. amazing!

I found something amazing whilst looking through my things,
after my that post yesterday.
I stil have a letter written by Celest on a TISSUE.
you know how difficult it is store it?
I can't imagine that I have kept it so well.
that tissue is like three years plus old already!
it was dated 5/7/04! stil have time at 12:04am!
how amazing! :)

nostalgic

I am sleeeeeeeeepy right now.
went to find boyfren to do some xmas shopping.
I have NO time left!
serious shortage of time!
and I have so many things undone.
*slaps forehead*

BUT!! YAY!!
It's NINE MORE DAYS! ^^
urms.. it still feels kind of long :/

Was looking through my things just now.
and I found a box of letters..
from different people.
my best friend, my close frens,
and this particular person whom I would always remember.
the only three letters from that particular person really brought back lots of memories.
those not-so-fabulous sort but yet will always stay sort of memories,
if you get what I mean bah.

feeling so worn out right now.
rainy days are great for sleeping.
my inspirations haven't been knocking on my door.
I miss my boyfren!

I need.

I need a promise . . .
that would stay.

SIM ENROLMENT DAY :/

Yay! I am finally home! :))
Today's my enrolment day!
heh. Me went to school with meifeng.
then met charlotte at the school busstop.
hmmm.. Enrolment day's borrrrrrrrring :'((
Do I really have to go through this for every semester?
I will DIE! :/
Realised that JieYing(from arts stream+Hclub)n Eileen(from my sec2 class) are in the SAME course.
and we are all in the same group for the computing class, I think.
How borrrrrrrrring!

Randomness...

1. yesterday, whilst boyfren was driving me to the customs,
before he rushes off to his exams..
I realised that "BUBBLY" is still a such great and nice song to listen to,
especially on a rainy day.
I still think so today :))

2. YAY! my daddy approved of me going holidaying w boyfren!
but me n boyfren not gg China liao.
boyfren is sad about that.
but I am happy!
Cause I get to spend Christmas w him! :))
wheeeeeeeeeeee..

3. I am happy today!
for I have just thought of a good design for the DIY gifts I have in mind.
WOOHOO!
but now, I have to figure out where to get the materials.
*slaps forehead*
I don't understand why I like giving myself such challenges :S

4. Another thing, I am happy about is,
my boyfren finishes exams TML!
and it's his holidays lers!
So happy for him.
though we might not be spending most of our time together :)
But I dun like to see him slogging so hard for his exams.
HEHS.
yayness! :D

5. TWO MORE IMPORTANT goals unachieved.
but it's not the end of the year yet.
I still have two weeks?
:D

6. FLOR!! CHRISTMAS SHOPPING!! :))
Probably next tuesday?
Will confirm with you.
Anyone wanna go too?
Me loves Christmas Shopping!! ^^
Christmas is so my favourite time of the year! :))))
I can't wait for Christmas gathering w the girls!
OH! that reminds me.
I have yet to plan the program.
oh dear.. must get to it soon.

7. I've thought about my most ideal wedding proposal!
haha. nah.. I'm definitely not getting married yet.
But no harm in just thinking right?
I THINK alot by the way.

okay.. I am feeling sleepy.
ZzzZ

bliss :)

Here I am at home.
Enjoy the peace of a rainy day.
just now went to find boyfren for lunch,
and pei him do the last revision for his marketing research paper today.
He should be in the exam hall..
exerting the muscles in his right hand writing the essays.
:))
I miss you already! :'(

What I want for Christmas is,

What I want for Christmas is . . .
a promise . . .

'flor! Hang on in there ok?
Everything will be fine!
I AM HERE!! ^^

PJC Movie Marathon + DAI SAI DE JIA XIN :((

PJC Movie Marathon
I was glad that I went for it.
But urms. the only reason I was glad.
Cause of the long hours of late night chatting we had.
Talking about everything under the MOON.
HEHS.
Hmm.. Am abit sad that the movies chosen weren't really that good.
Oh wells.. *shrugs*

I haven gotten a good sleep yet.
Got alot of problems with the tuition!!
All these things happening to me!
ARGH!
maybe I am a jinx or something.
wah lao. I have never said that about myself before.
But I feel like one today.
Tutor hospitalised for dengue.
Tutor last min never turn up at the student's place.
Now, got one is NO ONE AT HOME!
I feel like I really DAI SAI lo.
EUGENE! I think you should give me the sack soon!
Else, you would really bleed to death man! :S

abit sad.

I am kind of sad.
And somewhat feeling emo right now.
The news about CheukYing leaving us (and it might be even for good),
makes me feel sad.
I haven't been a really good friend to her.
We don't go out often enough.
urms. actually I think we never really went out tgr before.
sighh..
and now, even though I have more time than I have in the past.
I still am pretty preoccupied with things.
Perhaps, I am really bad at managing my time.
haish.. thus I am no longer in a position to advise/critise people on time management already.
sighhh..
I am not good.

Cheuk just msged me to ask me whether psychology or law suits her more.
I gave her my point of view,
but I didn't mention which suits her.
Just an advice.
Simple one, I hope it really helps.
I realise, I would really really miss her in church.
It's like even though, I am always with FLor's ex cellgroup..
but everytime I go church, she's the only one who greet me with a warm hug.
That always made my day! :)
oh dear.. I feel like crying.

TIME REALLY FILES!

ok. Before I start blogging.
I must thank two important persons.
(according to Flor, there's such thing as "persons",
SO don't correct me!)
I wanna thank KYAW ZIN HTET for helping me,
even though you have an important paper tml!!
and Eugene Toh for that brilliant suggestion! :D
You guys are my HEROES! :DD

okay. My day didn't exactly went all THAT well.
But NEBER MIND!
I am thankful that I had a well-deserved rest! :))
*smiles*

oh! I still have lots of things to accomplish before the year ends!
haha :DD

DA BIAN DA BIAN!

I AM FED-UP!
I am so not going to give a shit if this goes on can!
ARGH!

THINKING :/

Phew!
Finally CAN rest.
I can't believe me and Flor window-shopped
and shopped @ CWP for so long!
From ONE pm till EIGHT pm.
How amazing right?
And the end-results?
Tired legs.
And nopes, I didn't buy anything.
Flor ended up with a bigbig hole in her pocket.
And oh!
THANK YOU FLOR!
for the cap.
I still think it looks nicer on you :D

Good news for the day!
MEOWMEOW PASSED HIS PSLE ON THE DOT!
What a miracle!
haha. and the good thing is, he got promoted.
He called to thank me.
Alas, made me feel guilty.
:P
HEE.

Hmm..
Had been thinking about something since last night.
Something said by this character in the Channel 8 show,
and something else someone said,
triggered off my thinking.
yes, I know I think too much at times.
But I can't help it :/

A question to those who are in a relationship,
and those who are going to enter into one in the future..
Why are you (or Why would you want to be) in a relationship?
This is not a mere question to just ponder over the cause of you being in a relationship.
But rather, what you expect of it.
Think about it.
you would be able to understand yourself better :))

PAUL!

HEY!
PAUL!
WE WILL MISS YOU!
TAKE LOTS OF CARE! :))

(and he just went offline, just as I posted this :S)

thoughts.

Just woke up.
I'm sleeping lesser and lesser by the day man.
So deprived of a long, good rest.
Oh dear :S

Update on Yesterday.
Went over to find Jer.
He brought Bobby out when he came to pick me up lah.
And Bobby as usual was so high that he kept tip-toeing on my thighs.
And as a result, I had and stil have lots of scratches :'(
Watched The Prestige @ his place.
haha. Cool show.
No wonder he likes it so much.
Went for dinner after which.
Then went find his fwens.
Then he sent me back.
End of story.
hahaha.

Ok. Here's the main point.
Just now when I woke up,
I did some blog-hopping.
Then something came to mind.
Gene's discussion with me, last night.
sorry ah gene.
It usually takes time for things to get sink into my brain,
THEN I'll read into it.
Esp things, I have not given much thoughts into them.
Actually I DO agree with what Gene says.
Ok. Our discussion isn't any BIG secret between us.
We were talking about the maintenance of friendship.
And most probably, I'm guilty of some/ if not all parts that we mentioned.
Haha. I haven't been a great friend for as long as I lived.
But on second thoughts, I do TRY to make it a point to be there for those who need me.
I suppose so?

Hehs.
Seriously lah, I think me, Flor, Gene believes the same thing.
(though I may not be able to do all of it. but I do TRY!) :S
Ok, I believe that friendship maintenance is for forever.
It's a long term commitment,
like any B-G relationships you get yourself into.
(maybe for some, it's not the case)
Someone once told me that he found the friendship maintenance a very tough challenge to keep to
esp when you're a super busy person.
But I must say, it's even tougher for people in relationships.
'Cause they have three commitments to keep to in all.
Their Family, Friends, plus the Other Half.
And dun forget, we all still have the study/work commitment as well.
Oh dear.. What busy beings we all are!
But the thing is, everyone goes through the same thing.
We should never be too busy for our friends.
At least, that's what I've learnt since my last breakup.
Friends are the ones there to help you and get you back up on your feet.
Yes. We've our other halves that we have to commit our time to.
So does that mean friends don't matter anymore?
So you're willing to sacrifice friends just for ONE guy/girl who might or
MIGHT NOT be the one?
And when something really happens,
you might even realise there is no one there by your side.

Personally, I do not like those lamentings about not meeting up and stuffs.
It's like we have the invention of the HANDPHONE.
that you cld use to call and ask people out or even to catch up.
Eugene.. You have the rejection limit.
I think I have one that goes with yours.
Mine is called the Initiation Ceiling.
Like Gene, one gets tired when that one person is always doing the job.
seriously, the way friendship works, is a mutual thing.
It goes two ways.
And if it works, it goes a LONG LONG way :))

Gona do something about my life

today's a tiring day.
Brought Yin Ying for swimming.
And it poured.
But we swimswim till the lifeguard "beep"-ed at everyone.
Haha.. Then we went CauseWay point to eat and walkwalk around.
Then I sent her home.
She's a happy girl :))

and when I was home,
I watched "the wedding date" in my subconscious state of mind.
Was thinking about alot of things..
Random thoughts..plus the rainy day.
Made me really emo.
I need and want a future tense.
:S

haha

Congratulations to FLORENCE SIEW YU MIN!
on finishing her LINGUISTICS paper! :DD
so happy for you :)))

happyhappy day

It's a happyhappy day!
wheeeeeee!
It actually feels really good.
It's been so long since I last felt this way.
THANK YOU BOYFRIEND!
you made my day today! ^^

Me went to find my boyfriend at twelve on the dot.
THEN, we went to have lunch with someone who offended me this morning.
Wasn't very willing de.
But must give my boyfriend face mahs.

After lunch, we ran errands for his mummy.
then we went for BEE movie.
like FINALLY! :S
it's such a cute movieee!! ^^
*happyhappygrin*
After which, we rushed for Stardust.
Hmm.. Stardust was enchanted enough bahs.
Good storyline :)
I enjoyed it :D

Jer wanted to send me home.
But after we passed the msia customs,
I realised that his autopass wasnt in its original place.
And we had to trouble his parents to get it from his mummie's shop.
BOYFRIEND! you cannot be so insistent all the time de!
You know that I do not like troubling people :S
then when we finally reached spore,
we went to eat our favourite food!! :D
The usual.
yummielicious!! :)))

I am really really happy today.

:)

I'm smiling again ;)
hee..
today's service was great!
the sermon message was strong :)
It did me good :)
And! and! Carrola (duno if I spelt her name correctly) has a fabulous voice! :)
so much power and sounds so NICE!
:)

went to the book fair.
Walked ard for an hour or so.
Wanted to get nice non-fiction general books.
But, NO HAF!
So I ended up with three fiction novels.
ENGLISH LEH ( cause no have nice chinese ones :p)
Got one of my newly-bought novels, I actually bought it for its title.
I tot it was rather sweet a title.
it is titled " The Man who Fell in Love with His Wife".

after which, I went to meet eugene.
We sneaked into The Warren and Northvale to slot the flyers into letterboxes.
Very HOT and TIRING.
oops. I shouldn't be whining.
At least, I wasn't doing it alone.
:)
Then me and gene popped by at BABA's place.
despite knowing that she's sleeping.
evil me :p

Eugene just sent me my favourite song in college!
It's one of the songs I really liked,
for its catchy tune and crappy but sweet lyrics!! ^^
no kidding! :)
"You're my ice kachang.....
In this Tropical Heat... "
But I like the verses before the chorus TOO!
those are the great part :)
Somehow, while I was walking down memory lane,
as I listen to this song..
an idea came into my mind.
HEE..
Think about having your college friends coming together to perform this song on your special day :)
It's a sweet and touching scene right? :)))

not so happy day.

it's a not so happy day.
I feel sad, in fact.
perhaps, disappointed is a better word to describe.
I am tired.
I need a rest...
a good good rest..

WEDNESDAY

it's a Wednesday!
haha..
Later going out with my tuition girlgirl.
Then need to go collect the $$ from the troublesome auntie,
who has been pissing gene and gimsiong off recently.
I would really like to see how she look like man.

I am a happy happy girl.
you know why?!
'Cause I have chocolates to eat.
Wheeeeeeeee..
Jer's mummie bought the chocolates for me!
haha.. I don't know why also.
But it's DARK BITTER CHOCOLATE!
*loves*
Bet it's cause of jerjer's influence that everyone thinks I am an bitter chocolate addict :D
wells.. maybe I am, just dun nid to say out de :S
HEE..

:))) we should all be happy!

Been home for the whole day.
It feels so good to be able to stay home and just slack.
I guess, I just needed a good rest bah.
Oh wells.. Work will start tml.
and quoting Gene : " HUAT AH"
:))

Most of my dear friends are busy at the battlefield of examinations.
ALL THE BEST TO YOU PEOPLE!
GAMBATE NE! ^^

whilst people are fighting battles..
the guys are depressed at NS.
random people like me slacking..
and at times, we get dejected..
we get emotional..
we get moody..
we feel deprived..

But sometimes, we just need to remind ourselves..
that we should be happy :)

Now ask yourself,
when's the last time you ever had a good laugh?
when's the last time you look to the sky and smiled?
when's the last time you look at your parents,
and noticed a few more wrinkles they have?
when's the last time you gave someone a real warm hug?
when's the last time you cooked for someone you loved?
when's the last time you gave yourself a pat on the back?
when's the last time you looked in the mirror and liked what you see?
when's the last time you liked yourself for who you are?

Nownow..yes, we've all grown up.
But all those, are mere simple happiness..
we shouldn't deprive ourselves, and the people ard us of.
These simple happiness have always been in us.
It's just that, we sometimes lose ourselves...
we sometimes forget the innocent child in us..
We must learn to love ourselves for who we are..
and remember the simple happiness that made us smile..
Remember the first bite of icecream you had?
Remember the burst of rainbow that you've seen?
Remember your first kiss?
Remember that one hug you miss?
We should really be happy :)))

:)

Yesterday was like the perrrrrrrrrrfect day :)
*smiles*
finally I am free from commitments to the Taiwanese.
and I went on a date with Boyfren.
Game Plan was good.
Hilarious, yet heartwarming.
great show! ^^
then me and boyfren went to buy icecream from Meifeng.
Wheeee.. I was having craving for chocolate icecream, that's why.
Then, me and boyfren went shengshiong to find jelly powder for his mummie.
but we cldn't find any.
So ended up, he took a couple of random boxes,
whilst I grabbed my stuffs.
and off we went HOME.
haha.. the sad thing is, I'll only get to see him nxt saturday.
He is STARTING work nxt monday!
Jer!! JIAYOU!! ^^

if you think it, you can get it...

If you think it, you can get it...
:)

Contentment :S

was walking alone on my way home just now.
And I started thinking about things.
I thought about how contented I am with my life now.
As in, the extent of my contentment ( if there's ever such a word).
I thought about what people always say,
the older we gets, the less easily contented we get.
perhaps, that's true for most cases.
but sometimes, just a small note would just make me smile :)

BUBBLY! :)

I changed my blog song le!
Jer introduced to me de.
It's SO NICE can!
it's my new favourite song too!
*melts as the music plays*
I'm so in love with this song! :)

Here's the lyrics to "Bubbly"
I love the lyrics too
BOYFREN!
I AM SO GLAD THAT YOU SHARED THIS NICEEE SONG WITH ME!
*loves*

I've been awake for a while now
You make me feel like a child now
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place

It starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

The rain is falling on my window pane
But we are hiding in a safer place
Under covers staying safe and warm
You give me feelings that I adore

It starts in my toes
Make me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

What am I going to say
When you make me feel this way
I just mmmmm

And it starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

I've been asleep for a while now
You tuck me in just like a child now
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

And it stats in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feeling shows
'cause you make me smile baby
Just take your time now
Holdin' me tight

Wherever wherever wherever you go
Wherever wherever wherever you go

Wherever you go
I always know
'Cause you make me smile
Even just for a while

:S

I was happy in the morning.
because I helped someone cross the road with the shelter of my umbrella.
But now, I am sad.
Something I've always been looking forward,
is disappearing.
Sad. There should be a way out.
I am looking for it.
still..

Happy 22 mthsery to US!

Happy 22th Monthsery to us! :)

hmm.. my boyfriend is now rushing out his assignment.
my poor boy.
He must be under so stress now. :S

time really flies.
I still can't believe that,
in another two months' time, we'll be TWO!
whoa.. it's amazing, isn't it?

Recently, something has been knocking on the door to my mind and heart.
actually, it's alot of things lah.
but yups.
things that were preached during the last sermon,
and something someone said.
The other day, flor's fren, chan tong was saying that,
he's turning twenty years, think nxt year?
and i was like, "good what! know how you're going to celebrate yet?"
but something he replied, hit me hard.
'cause I had the same thoughts before.
and still having, just that, I haven't been constantly reminding myself.
He replied,"but, I feel as though I haven't really achieved anything in these twenty years that I've been living."

wellwell.. I'm pretty sure most people at one point of their lives,
would have pondered over this.
If you've pondered over this,
what've you done about it?
And if you've not done anything about it,
better start moving now, before you realise that time has already flown past you.

as I've said earlier, something said during last sermon,
has been on my mind.
and I really want to be a star thrower! :)
hee.. let me inspire you with the story.
perhaps, you've already heard of it.
I had long ago, even before the sermon.
but hearing it again at this age and at that moment, impacted me much more.
perhaps, everyone of us needs a reminder from time to time.
and you'll be amazed at the impact of it in your life.
Trust me :)

And here goes, (but let me warn you, I'm a bad storyteller)

once, in a village by the sea,
there was this boy who was always by the seaside.
There were many starfishes washed ashore and left stranded
whenever there came the low tides.
And the boy would gently pick up one starfish and throw it back into the sea.
then another.. then another.. then another..
At one point of time, there came this person,
who didn't understand the boy's behaviour at all,
He asked, "why are you doing this?
Look at the whole stretch of starfish across the shoreline!
Do you think you'll be able to save them all?
And even if you do, you would take a very very long time!"
The boy smiled and gently picked up another starfish,
threw it back into the sea,
and he said, "I know.. but at least to that one starfish I threw back into the sea,
I made a difference."

I think we all should be a starthrower.
And make a difference in someone's life.
even if it's just one person.
it'd probably mean alot to that person.
:)

post-loreal hair seminar

okay. People! I'm back.
This is a post loreal hair-seminar update.
If you ain't interested,
you may SHOO >.<
hehe.

okay. so the story of a brave girl goes.
I'm not being BHB lorhs.
I really am!
I was still on the train at novena when the client called.
and I tot I was late.
so the moment I alighted,
I ran like a mad woman in the midst of walking working people all the way.
then, I saw this girl strolling.
she's one of the models for the day's show as well.
and she said that we werent late.
Thank God!

and so, we arrived at our destination,
the artistes' makeup cum dressing room.
and found two other our people and a new japanese girl there.
then the horror of it all came.
this girl called collete,
she is oso one of the girls who said she didnt mind having the hair cut short.
and the japanese cut it REAL short!
it's like a boy hairstyle lo!
BUT! with a fringe about 3cm above the brows.
oh mans.. I was there fearing for my hair.
then went to get changed.
changing is a chore for us man.
being a middle-sized model while the rest is small-sized models.
i had to keep changing my costumes cause they cant fit.
so, in the end I got the dress I wanted.
and! PURPLE STOCKINGS!

and the japanese KEN-SAN helped me curl my hair lo.
whilst it's stil long.
hee..
and at this moment, I heard the loreal staff talking very angrily to two girls.
the girls looked like though they were goin to cry,
cause they were scared to get that short a haircut.
ya.. So the loreal staff can't take it.
so send them home packing lo.
and I was the only one left doing the short haircut LAH!
see! I am SO brave lo! so I went ard taking photos whilst my hair is stil long.
haha.

show began.
and I was the first to solo out
and stand onstage,
to get my hair cut.
it was cool lah.
but at the same time, because you can't really see yourself.
and I was curious to know what my hairstyle was.
but the moment I returned to the dressing room, the girls were all saying my hairstyle looks really great.
wahaha. I like it too! :D
but there is only one pain, my feet were hurting, 'Cause the shoes were too TIGHT!

the finale was a great experience.
all of us tot we cld leave the stage le.
all the photographers blocked our way.
and all the flashlights flashing.
have to keep smiling and all.
and got some even requested that we turned in all angles for them to take the photographs.
got some hairstylists came on stage and behind us to feel our hair -__-
it's not like we are those mannequins can!! :S
haha. But it's was fun.
I was glad that I didn't fall flat on my face with the heels.
the heels were even higher than those I usually wore.
coolahs! :D

thank the jap with the help of the nice translator.
and went to the agency.
my agents cld recognise me.
with the makeup and hair.
haha.. Went to take more photos.
but only ONE was really good, I must say.
it's so sensual. HEEX.

yup-ped. I like the turn-out of my hair for yesterday.
that is before wash.
cause the haircut was meant to be styled and permed that way.
but if left unstyled, it's just short hairstyle.
just really short. :S

I am SO going to miss you, says the girl to her hair.

I am SO going to miss you,
says the girl to her hair.

no. it's not cut yet.
but soon.
in about twenty hours' time from now.
hais. of course I am sad lah!
I have been having long hair for like..
six years!
and now, more than twenty cm is going to get cut away.
oh mans.. you can imagine the woe in me :(

personality quizzes

tell me if this is true :)
to me, yes leh.

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet.
You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict.
Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people.
You don't judge a book by its cover,
so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style.
This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person.
And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships
and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like.
If you meet the right person,
you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas.
You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart,
so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person
and will choose a secure job with a steady income.
Knowing what you like to do is important.
Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure
and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed.
Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you.
This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people.
It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice.
People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues.
Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem,
which your heart rather than your head needs to solve

ANOTHER ONE TOO!

What's your personality love style?
Here is the analysis:

You desire a love that will last forever.
You are quite serious about finding this type of love,
and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet
before deciding whether you could really love them.
You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight:
you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life
before deciding to form an attachment.
If a guy doesn't meet your expectations,
you would rather be alone.
Your love has to be perfect.
Be careful though,
you could be missing out on some worthy relationships
because your standards are so high.

great day!

yay! it's a great day today!
I went out happily and came home happily :D
isn't that great?
went over to find my boyfriend again.
then we went to finish up his godsis's pressie
and went to his mummie's shop for lunch.
yummielicious lunch cooked by his mum,
though he said he was the one doing the cooking -__-
Was very very FULL!
and my boyfriend forced me to eat LEAFY VEGGIE!
ee yer! I do NOT like the leafy parts!
hehs.. wanna know why?
'cause I nearly ate a caterpillar found on one before.
seriously lO! :(

Anyways, am glad that jer's god sis like the pressie and the card :D
my boyfriend draws angels very nice d!
first time see him draw!
he is so much more artistically-inclined than me.
I think I am artistically-declined/reclined! :P
hee.. whatever lahs.

and OH! I saw a DISTURBING VIDEO today.
Of a deformed baby born in the Middle East.
It's said that a doctor asked the husband and the pregnant wife of their preferred gender.
and one of them replied, "boy or girl dun matter, even if born like a snake oso nvm."
and oh dear.. the baby was really deformed like a reptile,
with somewhat of a resemblance to an ET.
it's really disturbing.
and I think, seriously, we shld always watch what we say :S
this is scary.
I do hope it won't cause me to have nightmares!
sheesh..

i wanna talk random :S

Hmm. I wanna talk random today.

1. first happy thing first, I am glad I've gottten thru the final audition :D
*grins*

2. recently, I just gotten free movie tix to BRATZ -
a kiddo movie which I can treat my sis to :)

3. I've also gotten free movie tix to THE BEE MOVIE -
I guess I'll most probably watch it with JER.

4. okay. the above four points may make my life seem so smooth-sailing and great.
haha. but that's all a facade :S

5. been rather emotional recently.
poor boyfren has to suffer all of it.
oh wells :S

6. I'm kind of looking forward to 6pm today.
that wud mark the end of tuition for the WEEK ONLY.
hehs. the kids can be sooooooooo horrible sometimes!
but then, I realised all these experience with these HALFMONSTERS-HLAFANGELS..
seemed to help me in my patience with people :)

7. I'm looking forward to Saturday.
the current me, don't mind a complete new me.
perhaps, I wud need that to just get all those dumbdumb troubles off me :S

8. Was listening to WU XIN SHANG HAI on my xiaotou ysd.
eee.. I do NOT like that song.
'cause I don't believe in wu xin shang hai.
ah wells.. I can be REALLY stubborn at times.
just like, I do not believe lying for a good cause as well.
probably, it's just cause I was emo-ing away?
:S

9. the only reason I dread Saturday is cause,
I am beginning to love my hair color now.
it's like growing on me.
oh dear.
luckily, JER is driving me there.
else FLOR, you know what.. I might really run off :P

10. I MISS MY NANNY!
when are we meeting to chill?
are you coming to church on SUNDAY?
cheuk's cellmate has been pestering me!
I need my twin sister ard! :D
:D

ok.. that's rather enuff random talks for today.
woots! I can't wait for the end of my holidays.
hmm.. I know many people wud see me as wasting my time ard.
MORE THAN A WHOLE OF YEAR OF HOLIDAYS?!
ARE YOU NUTS?!!
well.. I am not.
this break did me greater good than I can ever imagine.
It gave me time to reflect on everything.
Imagine me already starting school,
wud I have all these opportunities to try out new things?
wud I have the chance to improve my patience with people?
I seriously doubt so.
I wud choose experience over studies anytime.
but then again, since I signed up to start school,
and if I really get into it.
I've resolved to study really hard.
and not give myself any slack when it comes to studying.
:)
see the change in me?
I quite like it :)

dedicated to esther toh :)

LIM JIA XIN dedicates this song to ESTHER TOH LUI JUE! :D

Young girl don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl it's alright
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly

When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache, life can bring and what it means

When there's no one else, look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend, just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength that will guide your way
You'll learn to begin to trust the voice within

Young girl, don't hide
You'll never change if you just run away
Young girl, just hold tight
Soon you're gonna see your brighter day

Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you look outside, look inside to your soul

Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you're learning
You'll find all you'll ever need to know
(Be strong)
You'll break it
(Hold on)
You'll make it
Just don't forsake it because
No one can tell you what you can't do
No one can stop you, you know that I'm talking to you

Young girl don't cry,
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall.

CHURCH SERVICE WAS AWESOME :)

Church Service yesterday, was AWESOME :)
REALITY = A LIMITATOR! :)
Pastor Kong made us write down two reality,
that we are going to challenge.
Must strive hard :)
FLORENCE! GO LISTEN TO THAT SERMON (dated14/10).
It's FOR YOU d!
trust me, it did me good.
It should do you good as well :)

after church, saw shanshan again outside.
She said that Chan Tong was asking her,
"ehh.. the FLorence's fren is what name ah? she's over THERE!"
FLOR! everyone was wonderin why my twin sister never turn up!
You've been missed! :D

I saw lots of people that I know ysd!
I saw yuhao, li hong, zhi sheng, one malay guy whom I duno how to spell his name.
Yup-ped.
then me went meet AH BON at AMK.
went kbox there..
it was a great two hours plus.
RATHER SHORT RIGHT?!
haish.. How was I to know that so many people will go to that ULU place?!!
then we went to eat nice noodles and dumplings!
then we went eat SOYA ICECREAM!
nicenice!
took lots of photos over ther!
hahaha.. SO happy!
it was a happy day!

SAD!

LET US OBSERVE ONE MINUTE OF SILENCE,
before you proceed on to read.
* one minute passes..*

KBOX AT LOTONE IS CLOSING DOWN!
that's bad news alright!
I'm grieving now LORH! :'(
aahhhhh!!
Ting ting says, tml maybe the last day le! :'(
Or there might be an extension till the 18 or so.
SAD SAD SAD.
ahhhhhh! this feels like END OF THE WORLD! :(
Okay.. Too much of a drama QUeen le.. :X

jer I wud pick you again!

JER ! I would pick you again :D

You Would Pick Your Boyfriend Again!

While the initial new couple spark has faded for you two, You've built upon your attraction - and formed a deep love. And although things are never perfect, they're usually pretty great. So don't let your eye wander. You've got the best catch for you, at home.

Would You Pick Him Again?

nice date :D

Your Hidden Talent

Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people. You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together. Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly. People crave your praise and complements.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

back from date with jerjer! :)
Watched Mr. Woodcock.
The show.. urms.. I don't think it's good.
haha. but I enjoyed Jer's company all the same :D
HEY! JER! IF YOU SEE THIS,
YOU'RE INVITED TO A HOMECOOKED DINNER ON MONDAY.
but if you don't see this,
oh wells.. too bad :p
*shrugs*

now tell me, is THAT really my hidden talent?

quiz

You Are Right Brained In Love

Bit of a drama queen Peacemaker, first to end a fight Good at thinking up creative dates Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily Going with your gut instead of your head Empathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault Good at recognizing patterns in relationships Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart

Are You a Right Brained or Left Brained Woman in Love?

quiz

He's Getting Over Her...

You don't mind giving up a little of your life for your guy. But there's no way that you'd put him first all the time. You've struck a good balance of independence and compromise. Just make sure he gives up a little for you too!

Does Your World Revolve Around Your Guy?

personality test :D

comecome! take a personality test! :)
Quite accurate tho,
I was trying to convince myself that I have qualities mentioned in other categories.
but yup.. mine is LEFT-LEFT!
do your test and read for me and
tell me if I am really like that :S

1. Hold your hands together, as if you were praying.
Look at your hands.
If you see

Left thumb is below the right thumb ---> left brain
Right thumb is below the left thumb ---> right brain

2. Fold your arms in front of you (as if you are angry)

Right arm above left arm ---> left brain
Left arm above right arm ---> right brain

Based on 1+2 (order important),
below is the interpretation of your personality:

Right-Left
==========
Considerate, traditional, indirect type

can instinctly read other's emotion,
and respond friendly by natures.
Although not very into taking intiatives in moving forward,
but this person will always take a step back in supporting others.
Stable personality and considerate,
give others a being protected feeling.
But the weakness is they cannot say no;
regardless how unwilling they are,
they will take care of others.

Right-Right
===========
Loves challenges type

Straightfoward.
Once they decided on one thing,
will take action right away.
Very curious,
and love challenges.
Dare to face dangers without thinking through (sometimes foolishly).
Their weakness is they dont listen to others,
will filter in only what whey want to hear in a conversation,
and very subjective.
However, because of their straightforward attitude,
they tend to be fairly popular.

Left-Left
=========
Dedicated, cold, perfectionist

Very logical in all aspects.
The only way to defeat (or win over) him/her is through reasons.
Has a lot of pride,
and feeling strongly about doing the right thing.
If they are your friends, they are very trustworthy.
However, if they are your opponets,
they will be very tough to deal with.
Because they can be very 'anal' as a perfectionist,
they usually leave a bad impression of being hard to deal with when first met.

Left-Right
==========
Likes to take care of others, leader type

Has a cool and keen observation ability to see through situations,
yet still can be considerate in others needs.
Because of their cool and calm nature, and strong sense of responsibility,
they tend to become head of a group.
Popular among people.
However, they may not be able to help themselves in meddling
because they want to take care of others too much.
Very concerned about how others view them, and always on alert.

true ma? :)
it's just a test.
Don't need to take it so seriously :D

yay! got my portfolio picts!

yay. I went for audition today.
with my FLORENCE
she's my manager no2 cum nanny! :)
whee.
so exciting.
I wasn't all that excited d lorhs.
Her influence!
but it's fun to share your new experience with impt people in your life!
you noe? you noe?
thank you FLORENCE!
for making my hair so nice today!
and for accompanying me for quite long :)
thank you thank you! ^^

surprise surprise :D

it was a surprise to me.
I can't believe that I got chosen man.
'cause I really did my portfolio w/o the tot of anything in return oh.
HEE :D
I do hope today will be fun :)

wednesday again.

it's a borrring wednesday again.
going for tuition later..
how borrring.
I realised that I've been lamenting about how mundane my life is,
but yet, you don't see me doing anething abt it :S
oh wells! I'm goin TO!
starting from nxt week though.
cause currently, I am trying to get used to my new schedule :)
yup-ped!
Gona add in exercise routine :)
must lose fats!!
hehs..

yesterday night was kind of a struggle for me.
but I made it through :)
thank God!
those negative tots have finally gone away for good :)
*byebye negative tots!*
haha. you should have seen how I struggled mans.
it was like all those love philosophies in me waging war on one another.
all at the same time.
it's kind of like seeing the angel and the devil fighting each other.
haha.. oh wells.. love philosophies CAN contradict!
serious!
it just added on as an entry to my book.
haven't done a proper writing of it yet though.
I just felt enlightened by Him.
I heard a voice which helped me realise what's more important.
I've never felt so relieved :)
thank God :)

triple hurray to end of PSLE! :D
up next, is the end of year exams.
I don't think I wana teach anymore!
unless it's a GOOD pay.
gotta go bathe and get out for tuition lo.
wish me luck :)
I aim to do one good deed today and put a smile on someone's face :)

good day :)

today's a pleasant day.
no monday blues.
'cause I got to see my BOYFRIEND! ^^
hee..
went over to M'sia to meet my beloved.
chilled around and yamcha-ed with my boyfriend and his fwens.
though I found the time spent together was SHORT,
but me is happy enuff.
I WANNA SEE MORE OF YOU,
SINCE YOU'RE HAVING YOUR TERM-BREAK!! :P

have you ever thought of how your life would change..
as you enter into another phase of it?
oh wells.. as next year draws nearer and nearer..
I'm starting to ponder..
haha. kind of slow, I know.
slow for someone whose fwens have alrdy started uni life.
life is so unpredictable.
and maybe people's feelings could be as unpredictable as well.
for me, I do hope, nothing changes..
unless it's for the better :)

:)

Hmm.. Been really busy recently.
Haha. And Gene says we are both slaves of exams.
I prefer to be known as a miracle-worker :p
haha.
hmm.. the shoot on saturday was a good experience,
though I didn't think I did well.
Thank God for my boyfriend who kept me company for the long hours :)
hmmm.. Go watch Resident Evil 3!
it's GOOD! ^^

found this on sarah's blog..
" a girl should bury her heart so deep in God,
that a boy has to go through God to get it. "
nice :)

long time no post

long time no post.
it felt kind of weird.
being so busy that I hardly have time to just slack around.
so weird lah!
oh wells.. :S
I've decided to just relax and give myself a break,
every now and then, so long I feel like it.
HEE.
I need some excitement! :/